WHERE HAVE MY CONFIDENCE GONE TO???

damn. i just need that soo much now.
especially in the midst of this period.

i seriously need them soo much. soo much.

ANYWAY. these arrived this afternoon.
i believe is all about Queenie came all over to my house for my confidence.

LOVE.



inside.

I WANT THIS PHOTOBOOOOOOOOK. soo much.

damn. Queenie is born to LOVE.
every shot of hers is sooo adorable. awwww.
every moment of hers is sooo beautiful.

even when the wind blows her hair or just an blink of the eyes.
sooo pretttty<3
i cant stop but making sooo much caps. and is reallly addictive.
where u pause and save and pause and save.
I believe i made more than this.























I SHOULD HAVE STALK HER IN BALI.=.=

no. i am not any pervert. =SSS

YAY. finally changed my wallpaper. this is sooo much LOVE. woooo. Queeeeenie cheering for me. <3



i will do something with my icons. is been soo long since i last changed them. but well. not now. when i have the time. haaaaa.

ohhhhh. and finally finish watching KONJIKI NO GASHBELL. WOOOOO.
when i have the time, again, i will make a whole review of it. lalalaala.

BYE. **off to swallow all my notes =SSS

being able to see Queenie in real life is definitely one of my biggest dream. regardless if it was on her concert or during some official events or even on the street which is near impossible. i just really really hope i could get to SEE her someday.

i duno why, my feeling for Queenie is always on and off. but its still there. sometime, is just not as great. but suddenly, i felt deeply that this unknown feeling is growing and growing. even sooo great that i cant even explain it.

i really ask myself what have i done soo far, as a fan of hers. as compared to the wotas in Japan or even any parts of the world, i am nothing. i dun own large collections of Morning Musume items. i didnt buy every of their releases. AND i DIDNT even attend ANY of their official events before.

but i always felt the happiness whenever i get to save her beautiful photos online or even watching her performance infront of my computer.

whenever people tell me morning musume is not as great now or they are just simply crap, somehow, i agree too. to me, Queenie is Queenie and Morning Musume is Morning Musume. the one i really really really LOVE is Takahashi Ai. I love her because Takahashi Ai is Queenie and Queenie is Takahashi Ai. V^^V<3

is time to stuck at my room all day long again.

Queenie is cheering for me.<3




and she hopes i could get NUMBER 1 out of all.<3

MY GRADUATION SERVICE 5thOCT'07.

YES. is finally my turn. not much personal feeling today though. it seems nothing had ever happen. indeed time flies sooo instantly. i cant even get use of the time to cherish and treasure all the beautiful moments we had. and now we are graduating. soo many words to put in until i dun even know where to start from. soo happy. soo funny. soo cheerfully........

i got back my preliminary result today. i am proud i can even produce such a score =SSSS you get what i mean. =/////
is true that i dun want to lose to anyone else. I hate comparison. but this is just the satisfying sensation i ever wanted.

I PROMISE I WILL work extremely hard for the upcoming examination. I DUN WANNA LOSE OUT. i simply hate losing out. and i couldnt afford to lose out either.

is time to focus on everything u did. believe in yourself and strive to achieve whatever u wanted. let's take the challenge together. i hope we are all WINNER. <3

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR WISHES.<3

am seriously soooooo touched.
although i hate to say that i am older once again.
is just tooooo fast. it seems like i was just celebrating my previous birthday. awwwww.

i received your wishes. and i reallly hope you guys can do better as well. =DD
ARHHH. I LOVE YOU GUYS. awwwwww. sooosososo LOVE.

thanks sooo muchi for the beautiful gifts<3

the disney series is sooo crazily LOVE. thanks aunt<3